beliefs

2009-02-13T19:37:00.000+08:00

message b4 a tomorrow

2009-01-06T21:01:00.000+08:00

im kinda late for this as the new year has already arrived, but before that
kind of celebrations kick in, as always you'd get all sort of well wishes abt the year that's about to end and blah blah blah...

i'll give you a few examples...

msg 1:
" wish you @ Happy new year 2009 (pounds-currency),
12(pounds) months of HAPPINESS,
52 weeks of FUN,
365 Days of SUCCESS,
8760 Hours of GOOD HEALTH,
25600 Minutes of GOOD LUCK,
31536000 Seconds of joy full,
Hope in the first wishing you in ADVANCE HAPPY NEW YEAR. "

msg 2:
" can i stay here in ur inbox?
i juz sit down
promis i'l behave..
until Jan 1! "

well, there are a few others but i just deleted them off after reading cos...
its simply a waste in the phone.
but i remembered one msg and i thought it was something worth reflecting...

msg:
" 2009 is at your doorstep...
Remember,
Life is short,
break the rules,
forgive and forget quickly,
love truly,
laugh uncontrollably,
and never regret anything that made you smile.
send to all the people that you love and do not want to lose in 2009.
if you get 10 sms back you're a great friend... ;-) "

i hesitated a little initially but thinking about it made me look back the past..
overall i liked the msg till the last 2 lines which i thought was like " alamak"

2008-12-24T20:26:00.001+08:00

merry christmas to everyone...

whatever u pple went through, let us look forward to the new year with an open mindset with the hope that it may be prosperous.

god bless all of you

2008-10-13T22:45:00.002+08:00

hey guys...

im still recovering..still in rehabilitation. ammending old wounds & making up for lost time...
ive remade some old commitments which ive set em aside for years....
still trying to get back in the game..

meanwhile, sch has started once more & i gota push all e way thru nw...no joke man. the end is drawing near and i cant stop.
man, if only i had the perseverence like setsuna.... my gundam....

setsuna f.seiei, 00, launching!!!!

where...

2008-08-11T23:03:00.003+08:00

how wide are man's wings
its span that stretches beyond the clouds
how long are u away again
oh for one i cannot ask for much
for its one's duty to serve a nation

oh long are those days we could cherish
like it was still beloved and edged
for in its present it is seen as air

bounded by nations and passion
pursue for life is that?
would such a life be remembered...

watching u wave gdbye behind the glass was never easy in heart
for i told myself to grow cold otherwise
to prevent further damage that sets within my eyes

gone for gd those moments it had been
where have u soared to over the sunset
oh when can i see you again
oh when we never separate again....

trials

2008-06-22T22:07:00.002+08:00

im searching back my resolve. it has been a few years since i last felt it within me...
the old and the new...it can also be said that, "one man's trash, is another man's treasure"

i couldnt agree more to that.

will be absent from time to time, need to relook at myself, my life, now and tomorrow...

c ya around...

exiled.....

2008-06-16T23:22:00.004+08:00

machine... pple say of me.. so it seems.
un-nerved
insensitive
heartless
destructive
flirt. etc.
ive met it all, bound by my own surroundings..it has all become too obvious.
my humble apologies to person/s i have caused extensive damage. it is nw clear that once again i must set my mind to the exiled lands.
one that may no longer bring harm,
one that will not require another's heart at stake.

2008-05-31T23:51:00.003+08:00

ive felt the strain.
ive felt the pain
ive seen the struggle
ive witnessed the sounds of feelings that cloud around
confined with 6 faces of a kind
all make a expression
a representation
to each it says...
"do u not knw who ur talking to?"

n silence spammed that very soul....

"my_typical_countrymen"

2008-04-29T13:53:00.005+08:00

heys...as promised in my earlier post....this was gona come up...finally had the time... i had something to comment about this tho but i never got down to it...so my point was lost...
but in any case... i took a few shots for u to interpret it for me... the story goes like this:
it was sunday in late march and i was walking around in marine parade central that is opposite parkway parade when coca-cola suddenly set up a small booth...the catch? promoting their newest drink, coke zer0! and of course, what could catch a typical sporean's mind would be the word, "free!!" yes...the guys were giving them away for free!
sheesh...

is a sense of attraction of temptation to try, a good thing or is it that there is simply nothing wrong with it? or does it have a hidden agenda? for even pple of all ages have succumbed to it...? is this what has become of society today...utterly & disgustingly incentive_driven society w/o an ambition n pride in oneself with no self-drive to survive? u decide...

who knws?

2008-04-17T10:27:00.003+08:00

i find clicks. solidarity. socialism. isolation-ism. is it so difficult to find a common sense? i c sadness. pride. joy. uncertainty. complexity of complications. some of which can be compared to the likeness of a decesive game/decision. some wish to destroy & create more. others might just wish to change through mediation. there it lies....belief. i could choose not to care less in either sense of these little things that cross our eyes at that instant by means of igonrance/denials/defiance. by that time of realisation sets in, there lied... endless damage & pointles thoughts.
can we really be bothered to condsider all this? no answer to this maybe... in every single one of us, our inner selfs would emerge to do something about it even if it may be a small contribution/extent to something greater.
should impartiality still be in order even when there is so much pain in this world/life? (contradicting???) should it still be considered? (why not?) yesterday, today and tomorrow, i will continue to c tiredness in everyone. facades dont work very well no matter how gd u really are..... lights out. 110408

and there it was....

2008-03-23T20:39:00.003+08:00

there are alot of things that make us human and inhuman.
for these past few wks...ive been going out with friends one by one... likely the very same person...yes u knw who u are... ;)
im lost in my world when i walk down the streets... i always c an alley in my head...its continuous n doesnt have a dead end... 2walls side by side...it is inhuman in a way that there are no given tools/clues to find a leak;with drawings n life set into motions onto the walls, i cant help it but just walk past them when all walls watch on....i have no motivation to think what it may mean to me but lets just say....
im_waiting_for_it_to_crash_on_me...

next post...
"my_typical_countrymen"

2008-02-14T09:31:00.004+08:00

exams r done-d for. relaxing nw n enjoyin wat is there left to say, to do n to daze. with only 48 hours of precious time, it'll appear like it is gd time to make use of... n u'll start wondering what u think u wana do, hahaha....then the decision of whether can bring in frens etc...dumb thing is that sometimes, by the time we figure it all out, we'd probably lost half of that time....

u knw....planning is gd for everything. when time is little, n there's only that fraction of the time left. u just wan to do what u desire....nothing else comes to mind already..

making that mindset

2008-01-21T08:20:00.000+08:00

making a change sure sounds easy...
im in that situation now... for it seems that somewhere somehow i feel that sense of resistance not to get out of my comfort zone. its the mindset im trying to switch... how will it do n to what extent must i make it really happen.? things are difficult to fathom n this is just one of them. religious pple will say its the demon or the dark spirit that keeps us at bay rather than letting us go off shore to explore the broad horizon. others may say "its just us, lazy bums" and ending it off laughing. there is also the option of the effects by external influences.

no right n no wrong...

things like this and sorts are to b regarded with great caution. it can make us a stronger n better person. then again, it can just destroy us overnight. its as gd as saying that as typical individuals, we always learn the evil ways of the world in an instant, but to learn the ways of the good and the respected, takes a lifetime of learning.....how will we make that move, i wonder.

rising

2008-01-15T16:29:00.000+08:00

hey there, in class now resting (aka slacking nw).... just finished an online quiz regarding egames & design. not too bad a module. b4 entering, i had this impression that i would enjoy it by playing it all out and understanding the fundamentals of the game. well, after a few sessions, im still enjoying the module but i guess it was not all together my cup of tea. overall perspective, took me a while to readjust what the module needs to achieve. am still gd.
overall for the day? heavy showers outside my classroom. great. ... i guess it couldnt get any better... what can i say? hahahaha...
long wkend for me thats for sureee... helping out in my poly open house this thursday till sat and attending my fren's bday party... its still a gd wk i feel but obstacles and watever is gona stumble across the way....haiz.... apart from studies, there is life problems, friend problems and etc.... so many things i have to take a fall. but .... we have 2 legs , dont we?

flying by

2008-01-10T08:05:00.000+08:00

hi guys, hope's life been working for u out there... im a little smashed inside out but will rebuild it slowly....all in gd time. haiz, its january now and u get puzzled as to what do u wana do sometimes, yea i get those moments too. what am i trying to do, ? i wonder...

heez, im in the midst of a competition now, will end by this sat. am considering hanging up my gear after this. c how it goes la.

the things that can recreate ur life are sometimes tools of destruction n life. wata shame.

often, i would find myself standing in front of ...well...nothing. not exactly nothing as i meant but rather there is nothing for me to be in the zone...perhaps there are a few now but it beats me how long it'll last... after all,....

eveything is temporal. like a flower, whose beauty and stature can only last for so long....

that today....

2007-12-31T23:55:00.000+08:00

hi all, its the new year 2008, was just watching the live telecast of the countdown party @ vivocity. man, it must have been great to be there i guess...?
well, now they're talking about their new yr resolutions. which i fail to fathom the point of seeing the word, "resolution". i see that word more than just a new coming of well wishes and hopes, but sometimes rather more of taking one's stand into the future.... i see more like to be a period of time where we should reflect on everything and anything. to all who will find this crude, pls forgive me.... i see this time @ every start of the year as a coverup of things to overlook and shadow over the things that r negative, we should face em n see to it that such adversitites do not occur ever....
the night while is still young, and where pple are out there hangin out, i for one, am sitting @ home to celebrate my home coming bed!!! i celebrate the bed yes indeed! but of course, we must give thanks to god for another new year. thats something no one says in front of the camera....sad
will further meditate on this...
over n out....

blessed new year pple! gaia tooo!!! ;)

the silent night

2007-12-23T16:00:00.000+08:00

didnt think i'll find myself doin up a post so soon so here goes...
the month of december has been quite a season of feelongs for me so far. common tests.... holiday in phuket.... next thing i knw, attend funeral...
i didnt really have time to react 2 these activities. i went to attend the funeral service abt 2-3days ago and having to c someone in the box is really something. this relative is a centurian and has come along way to b what he is, @ his last breath. hadnt been easy on him i knw. he has my sincere sympathies n respect. for what he has done, hardly anyone in our society is strong enough. i salute u.... when i went for e cremation service, i had a flashback on the same way that i had to bid farewell to my grandfather. it was traumatic.... watching that scene really pulled me to tears. today, my church pastor preached on how we should b prepared n how we should arrange things b4 we take our leave. there is much to do for others and ourselves. xmas is within proxmity and rather on celebrating the "tis the season 2 b jolly", we should meditate on the steps we have left behind... or perhaps.....

to e given

2007-12-14T23:21:00.000+08:00

its the month of december now and i have just finised my common tests... gd time to get myself rebooted... of course it was a gd thing that i managed to get one major thing off my mind... getting presents for me sis n bro... am happy n satisfied.
tho it is a little weird for me at this time that ive got no mood for anything. i couldnt get anything out of my mouth, let alone make a point i want 2 express... ive finally realised that i am one who cant say what i wana say, but can only show it thru actions and effort/s i express onto others. this year, everyone has asked me what i wanted for xmas...they asked me n i went "???'' i wasnt sure what i wanted actually. for someone like me, i like to give but find it hard to recieve. not sure why tho. just me that is....
if i had been forced to come up with a xmas list guess there's just 2 for now..
1) graduate in 3years in my course of study
2) find a "present" that no one can get for me.....

im not sure when i'll post back again.. but just in advance, wishin u a blessed xmas pple out there! tc and god bless!!! cheers! :)

2007-11-17T16:55:00.000+08:00

and it was said that in time, everything will go away. both good, and bad.. im not sure if im suppose to feel assured by that. well, if you've had bad recollections, then surely u'll want it to go away. on the other hand, if it was something so close to you? thats something you'll want to hold on to. then is time such a terrible process? wouldnt that be an immense amount of pain in your heart and mind? that would be akin to waking up everyday without remembering what happened the day before. sometimes i just wished that were me. too much is the cost of hurt in me. around and in me, it goes. it feels. then it swells... then the overwhelming of troubleness sets in. . . . how in the world can things like this be settled... for some of us yea we do have faiths and beliefs to hang onto. but u'll knw that at the very end of the day, it comes right back at ya. no matter how much time u meditate upon the issue at hand, trying to find a resolve seems unlikely.... do bear in mind, that this is likely to happen if we have something or someone missing in ourselves... but imagine having to carry on with this at hand in the coming days ahead if a resolve is unlikely, what will u do?

e wrong msg?

2007-11-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

it what appears the life we're having, perhaps does not necessarily reflect who we actually are? maybe...
i think about what had been happening in the last few wks of my time of life n concluding it may be diffcult, they say that an artist's painting tells a thousand words. i believe such a thing cos to some extent, i love art. it shows the unending crossing boundaries of ideas, impressions and conclusions. its hard to depict the actual idea cos the artist wants pple to guess... a challenge indeed.
i really wonder especially myself, cos i always to find out things the hard way... well, pple i knw have very different views of me, some r gd, some r bad, some r nuts, some r kinda hard to describe. i dont knw what i want exactly...am i a mistaken picture that gets my frens and pple wrong about me? does the thousand words i express to em out there actually give the wrong message? up till this day, im still wondering why i exist tho that seems like a very silly question to say... haiz

to b continued? perhaps when im more inspired to finish this...

control!

2007-10-21T00:06:00.000+08:00

not understanding and comprehending the nature of upbringing a child, i can only worry for the coming generations on my countrymen. yesterday after my training and hving dinner with my team mates, i took the mrt home from clementi. thats where it all started.
i sat opposite a mother with her son and daughter. indian family. could tell that the daughter was slightly older than her brother. man...the boy made such a ruckass on the train. as in really way out of control. he threw the crayon across the seats from where he was and just made loads of noise. and b4 u knw it...he was on the ground mumbling to himself. only to realise that i believe he was either drooling or licking the floor! eeeewwww! mother could only carry him to control him physically... seeing this in front of me was like...gdness!
highlighting this issue is the fact that children must be controlled no matter what. parents must be harsh if necessary. no chance given if u wan a gd child 4 yaself and e country. i worry for my future and the kind of pple unimaginable. the inablility to take simple hardship. and then again, too soft-hearted to discipline. i elaborate this issue to all families of all races and religions, as this is a growing concern and issue here.
what can i stand to gain from this?

the tried...

2007-10-18T21:42:00.000+08:00

which part of the life we does it not make sense? the part where we may find ourselves not where we're placed to be? or isit that everything that we try so hard to make sense out of our will and logic appears to be absurd in the eyes of others?
for everything we have tried, well at least i have tried, i sit and while typing out this msg, im watching the channel 5 news. im trying, but im feeling really misplaced. its like as though i wasnt suppose to exist in the 21st century but rather the 20th century. its true, haiz, im not very sure how to put it. im like what u could call a chameleon who has problems blending in with the other creatures. with that kind of a problem, its hard to be in the "in" thing. yes, it can be said that its just the downside of life. but having seen what others enjoy that i cant now, the feeling of "it" can really get to you. yea, pple will just say that it'll be blown off and soon die out. u knw...thats pretty hard to say man. these days, i cant really say whats right and whats wrong, tho i sometimes just shoot off what im not suppose to say. me bad....
alot of things are held questionable in today's society... and with some regard of the proceedings... the most important is what the audience thinks? judgemental/biasness/impartial? etc...

so how far are we willing to go destroy ourselves?

the fallen

2007-10-02T19:56:00.000+08:00

the night has finally fallen on me. i am swept back into the beginning and everything would seem dead once more. for every thing ive tried, it has failed.
now, im reminded of the trilogy movie, the matrix reloaded. it comes to a scene when neo finally meets the architect of the matrix. the truth gets too shocking having realised the "world in his own image" was rebooted about 6 times. and all because of a decision to be made to save himself and zion.
i am now that person standing in front of the screens that will possibly portray my very next move. i am in that room, reflecting my past systems that had been rebooted. trapped and nowhere to go, i do feel at times that i have no sense of belonging at all. to me, it is deemed difficult to adapt into the environment that moulds into one in their own image. it is painful, painful.
it is as what i gave an earlier post, about my cards. i am but a greyish figure, the cards i hold do not like me, and have flown away.... now night has fallen on this card game. the other players have left. just me left in that circle.

it hurts to live in today's society.....

trying to change for the better seems unappreciated.....bye

uplifted...

2007-09-20T21:17:00.000+08:00

hey pple im having attachment now so im crazily busy dudes...
too tired to even go online to the fact that ive literally forgotten to do some of my routine items and habits. unbelievable...i dun usually miss out on these.
man... such a challenge it is...hahaha. out of 6wks, im into my 4th wk. im assigned to QA dept @ keppelfels. the atmosphere is nice. working life impresses me not! haha. nothing surprising about that. last wk i took 3 days off to go on a cruise for polyforum 2007. i can tell you something so far, i'd loved working with my group of frens in sub-theme 2B! to the pple out there, man u pple are great in many ways... without a doubt it is an honour n pleasure to have known you all.!!! pls pls people feel free to comment on all of these! whee! im seriously looking forward to the bbq that we can once again meet up...!!!! ;) hey what can i say... u have really lifeted up my days. i thank you all. ...

2007-09-04T21:50:00.000+08:00

hey there... just finished my exams about a wk or 2 ago... a little nervous about by papers thou. still kinda keeping my fingers crossed on them. "sweat sweat"...
lols...anyway, the "best" time has come! attachment! whee yea n was posted to keppel fels, quite a renowned company in the world market for its track record of jackups and semi-submersibles. ive spent about a wk there already... oh sorry! forgot to mention which dept im in. in the Quality Assurance(QA) side. ensuring that the materials used b4 n after fabrication are clear of gaps n defects.
so far, its rather interesting. the only thing about attachment is how u try to keep yourself pre-occupied when u've got nothing to do. its do or die literally! yea. anyways, managed to go onboard the jackups, still waiting to go onboard the latter. im hoping it'll b ready b4 my attachment lasting 6wks ends...
u knw when u study a vocation that it to ya interest, u would prob have thot what u really wanted to do... but when u go further down to something not seen, otherwise known as the backstage, thats where the hard work is from. the source of keeping the projects successful. the gd, the bad and the ugly...yep thats where it all happens!
i hope to give out more of my experiences in time to come....very interesting, seriously.
right then. gtg n zzzzz....i only get 7hours of slp these days cos of the work....haiz, killing me but lovable,.....haha sounds so wrong....wheee!

rights...

2007-08-10T08:44:00.000+08:00

heez...
dont knw whats gotten into me these days. somewhat begging myself to stop this nonsense...
my dad came back on personal leave, spend some quality time with my dad.... finally! BUT!!!! not as i'd hope it'll be though. sad. i had plans to exercise with my dad together first then we could other relaxing things... well it WAS the plan la...
now knowing me dad that he likes to drag things till that cant be done, and with that smile on his face makes it difficult to get upset at him. after persuading him to do so... little did i knw something...
he forgot to bring back his shoes! that was one...
he injured himself... "sia la!!! whoa lao!!!" those were the first few thoughts that zapped across my mind...
i knew there was nothing more to say...
the day of my country's birthday, i was to either go gymming, swimming or play badminton with him, i ended up running on my own... i had no other comments. dont ask me why or how, at that moment i just had to get some fresh air lor...couldnt help it la. i knw age has caught up with my dad. and knowing me dad is on personal leave, ...ah i dont knw la. what i do knw is that my dad is very sporty. thats the gd thing i like. well, i seriously miss my dad for not making me run on a wild goose chase. havnt gotten that in a long while man. i have lost my idea generation on what i could do with dad. just dont want him sitting around like that. play some serious sports with me lor...im not blaming him or for that matter la but u knw u just wana spend "that" time! i have no clue what to do now. i had intended to spend some time with my dad first b4 i could step on the gas peddle for my upcoming exams. i guess there wont be a need to la.
to pple out there, i knw there are times when ur closed ones are nearby n u just want that time alone with that someone special to you. but when that someone gives something that makes u ..well...take the heat within you, u just put up a front that says its alright, no force of persuasion is required. but u jolly well knw that's not possible...in fact when ur alone again, u just wished u could just tear yaself apart.
at some point in time, i did wish i had a girlfriend. a partner who is willing to understand u fully and spend that time with me under such circumstances... im not saying and implying that im desperate now, pls dont get the wrong idea pple, that would be against my principles to do so. im willing to wait for the right person to drop by in my life. but at this point in time, if u pple ever asked what was the colour of my life now...it;ll have to be dull grey... no black, no white... the life i took has made me to become a somewhat anti-social person. etc...

words have no right to describe me ...

cards

2007-07-23T15:40:00.000+08:00

the days have past...
i start to wonder if life if it is so-called "life", really that sad. i used to have a pack of cards...well, not the full deck of 52 but its enough to have a game...
i hung onto these cards for a very long time cos they understood me well as i did to them. we knew each other inside out and just about went through everything together.
that some year down the road, i lost my cards cos the game had to go on...a new game that is..
so the deck was once again reshuffled... i got a set of new cards... initially i would think that like any other cards, they were some of some positive and moral value. i tried to understand them all.
then...

the game started...

a year and a half have passed....

its still in progress, but ive lost loads of cards... why? cos we never got off to a gd start... i saw a card that had the value in it...i saved it to be mine , i really tried... but the cards didnt have faith and trust in me...they didnt think i could be an ally with them...
having threw themselves off away and to other cardholders..i have almost left with no cards on my hands...

could i just pls throw myself off the game....

the lyrics and beyond

2007-07-10T21:06:00.000+08:00

u knw i admire scriptwriters and directors quite a fair bit.
reasons are kinda obvious man, its amazing how they come up with an objective, characters, openings and endings. so cool...very cool indeed. movies, animes and all.
haha, no, i wont go any further into this thou, cos my focus is on songs.. yes ya heard me, songs alright.
and i can definitely bet that ur thinking, " whats so new about this damn topic?" haha.
pardon me for this slow mind of mine..hahaha

anyways.. songs reflect just about how and what we feel. which may explain why at times pple ask whats your character and personality... yea, and seriously we ourselves cant point out our own personal selfs. and seriously, it isnt like when someone comments about the songs they hear that they say it sucks or anything. u knw when u like a song, its not just about the lyrics but also the beat and the vibrant aura of music being played in the background.

hai, ehhee, im more of a linkin park person hahaha, esp its song, given up. its soooo nice.
haha, whats your catchy song, what does it describe about u?

2007-06-26T21:49:00.000+08:00

whata day man...
boy the term is up and running, yet things also have got to be done...hai hahaha, dun even knw why im sighing over it esp i knw this would happen...oh well.

1. s'pore masters (shifting to gear 4)
2. deadlines of projects to meet (deadlock, suspension half broken)
3. exams... (no comments on that yet)
4. attachements (im so waiting for it to happen!!!)

etc...so many things to do in such a little time, hey what can i say? oops? hai? ergh?

speaking of which! transformers the movie man oh man. pity i knw who died already!!!
hahahaha... kk, spoilers time, get out if u dun wana read this.

allspark was destroyed.
autobot jazz, died.
decepticon megatron, died.
"""""""""" barricade, died.
"""""""""" blackout, died.
thats all i knw so far..

check these out real gd!
die hard 4.0
bourne ultimatum

2007-06-16T20:23:00.000+08:00

hey guys, im back in the thick, sorry for not updating so far.

had common tests and all. sigh. i celebrated my grandma's bday and man, i bet u seeing her so high was quite wow! ahahaha, see the pic and u knw what i mean..jahahaa. in the mean while, i celebrated kexin's 21st bday..hahaha was meaningful. and i seriously think there's this thing about 21st bdays man. oh well...

hahaha. take care pple.

ideal

2007-05-14T23:36:00.000+08:00

last week, i forgot to bring my nano to sch. man oh man, i told myself. i used that to keep myself awake 80% of my bus trips. sigh i did alright.! anyway, again like the previous post, its related to the bus trips.
thankfully i didnt have 2 struggle so much with my eyes...phew! as i sat @ the front seat which faced the back of the bus, it was then i realised more than what i had imagined. i felt the whole world or rather the show was @ the palm of my hand. i could see everything; faces, expressions and all. moreover, i did not have my nano with me.
here's where it gets interesting. why isit that in life we wana be so comfortable and our fronts facing their backs? in addtion to that, we further isolate ourselves and listen to anything that may try to attract our attention. do we intend 2 be couch potatoes? is our true desire to avoid calamities as far as possible.?
dots dots dots i will say...
but as far as we would love the idea of "paradise" with no problems n calamities, such things cannot hide from us 4ever. daydreaming is idealistic but not realistic.
and 2 conclude this of, the question of "where are we?" , should actually bring us to our individual self, becomes more like "what is the ideal myself?"

2007-05-07T14:56:00.000+08:00

its been a whole new semester to me now yea.
new committments, new modules to study and so on. life still goes on , that i knw. but i wonder sometimes. i ask myself in my own conscience this question, "where am i going?" or perhaps a more precise question would be, "where am i ?"
most of these answers would normally be answered logically and retardly like, "ur here la then!" or maybe "what u mean by that?". one would definitely have said, "you're in singapore la ah yo..". here's the best part, " why u ask this question wan ha? "
yes for certain i knw this question may sound ridiculous and should not be asked in the first place.
well, this question places itself in the conscience of young adults and teens actually.
what happens when u have set aside everything only silence urself to society. that is to say,...u run ur world; ur rules, ur play, ur government. ?
does make u wonder huh..
75% of the time i take the bus home listening to my nano @ the same time. as it's life plays its own. i sit @ the window seat and watch everything go by. it would feel that my eyes have seen everything in a slow stance, well pace if thats what u mean. yet i feel so numb to the fact there are so many things going on outside the bus. this bus...where isit suppose to bring me to?

so i was thinking really really hard about this. if feeling numb and totally ignorant of what society has been doing all this time, then how are we to run ourselves?

fantastico!

2007-04-05T22:12:00.000+08:00

- man oh man oh man....the whole march has been so packed and EXCITING!!!!!

what a blast it was! haha,

imagining me trying to compare my muscles with my superintendent?! hahhaaa! (im in the ctre together with y2y crew)

so sad. yet so memorable...(soab soab...)

visit my parents n bro in dubai ! (19th march-2nd april).. haha, really enjoyable man, and what better pictures to represent dubai than this picture of my parents and siblings taken in the desert! its surprisingly cooling. in fact, it gets cold once night falls! haha.

my humble apologies if i couldnt make it evermore extravagant as i am still not able to master the full settings and the interface of the blogging system. noob la , what to do..haha take care guys.

review

2007-03-03T22:12:00.000+08:00

hi dudes out there...wed night, my classmate, hidayat held a party in that sense(his bday)...at aloha changi chalet k. i tell you that chalet had no neighbours at all...in fact surrounding it were a few dark, shabby and run down facilities/buildings. gave the edge of creepiness...haha. anyway, got to c some of the guys. bday boy, benjamin, yoke siang, bjorn, raiyan and benny were there.
hehe....saw them playing mahjong...interesting. never saw malays play b4. sigh....it seemed to me there was somebody obviously up in the clouds crying over something disastrous. raining for an awfully long 4 days already thereafter! haiii. thats 'em alright...the gang that'll form the mahjong team!(left)

yea...

further on....

today i went for leadership sports seminar @ SMU. pretty cool actually. well, jieping was suppose to come n join me for the day but she couldnt make it so i was left alone to fend for myself under some circumstances...haha. later found some of my polymates...oh thank god! saw keith, other tri-elites, trackers, adventure ropes club, and myself(swimming). great. some bonding @ least... talk started off with legendary former spore runner, mr C Kunalan(in his 60s n still looking gd...damn!). as well as current spore's fastest runner, mr UK Shaym. cool...(as fit as ever)

gave talks...after. we went our ways to attend talks of our choices. took events management and sports pshycology. sian.

followed by practical. water rehab exercises to gain back strength from land sports injuires. so tiring!!! so now my hamstrings are bothering me badly! anyway...the speaker is a sports physiotherapist. works with pple in the national team. haha....

anyway, that ended the day, for one, i was blown out by that water rehab practical in the pool. even keith started having contractions in his lower leg and ankles... hai. but fruitful and fun it was...

adios........

intention

2007-02-23T00:37:00.000+08:00

the holis are up and running...this is where young adults enjoy the most. but as everyone knows...this is so temp. in a matter of years....we wont't be living on free holis already.. sigh
part n parcel of progressive learning? maybe... the ideal of one day attaining the qualification of being independent does not seem unavoidable.
question is../. : how are we going to use that independence? what are our intentions for it in the coming days??? u knw we say that money is the root of all evil....but have u thought about it in this way if u rephrased it....the intention of using money is the root of all evil. it makes alot of difference when u think of it this way.
so ......"intention" eh, u say. yeah why not? isn't it because of this that we are what we are yesterday, today and tomorrow? its hard to describe what it really mean. i cant fathom it as yet. we use it in various uses; impressing the girl of ur dreams, making the impossible possible, start a fight, cause a family dispute, death.
but based on such experiences...the "intention" comes as an initial process. followed by a decision to make from various options u have in mind. follow it through. u may find urself at the end of it all...something i would appropriately call it...ur resolve.

gd day...

b'day!

2007-02-21T22:49:00.000+08:00

heyhey....sigh. 19 years have past for me since last friday. what can i say? booo? yay??? lets say im lost for words now. woke up to an early morning to c xianen off @ the airport. took a bus 36 back home. stumbled upon my dad's collegue. gave her some coins for her busfare(forgot to bring her wallet).ended up talking all the way to suntec(overshot my hme). took another bus back to my hme thereafter. after lunch, went back to saints, relive that time when i once was a student. took a few shots, then i went up to np for a f.o.p meeting. haha....rain! rushed hme for dinner outing. n to finish off with a desert outing at cafe cartel... its quite a day. esp for a fact that i was so tired i couldn't post one on that night itself. got the opportunity to further catch up with all of my dad's jokes corny things of him. i liked it. that was just my dad. anyway, i've got some of the shots i took on my birthday. happy viewing!

what a treat!!!

2007-02-10T00:10:00.000+08:00

wow....today i had my 1st exam. engineering maths 2(eg2). yea, and it was alright, not too bad i guess...couldnt do 1 or 2 questions in total..
got home and rested for the day, watched a serial k-drama @ 6pm, then serial hk drama @ 7pm...
haha then i watched this english show at 7.30pm, called "equilibrium". it was so awesome man! the characters used and so on....what impressed me further was that they had a form of martial arts for this movie which was released in 2002. called gun-kata. in short, using ur physical form together with weapons as an extended use, ur pretty much the deadly machine. n as the story further describes its art, they train with little input, with maximum output...doesn't right huh?
well what it meant was that, with little movement, u could really kill maybe 10birds with one stone...its really amazing...the story itself does sound like matrix...but it has its own originality. no worries, there's no plugs on pple's necks.
im happy for today, haha, got to relax alot n enjoy myself literally! yay! then must chiong(go all out) for my last 2 papers this wed n thurs.
talk to you soon! (hehehe)....

there's something about np swimteam

2007-01-30T12:33:00.000+08:00

hohoho.....what a blast it was last sat!
2nd day of the ivp competition, and it was so intense!
swum my 50m breaststroke and 4x50m mens relay. didnt manage to win any but some of us did improve our timings! yay!
ladies did so well...to name a few, manda, terry, natalie, melena, jieping, jasmine....eerh did i just name all??? ahha....but nevermind. they did an excellent job.
overall singapore poly dominated the championship and we were placed 5th.
to me, i saw the ivp as a test for 2 objectives.
one was which to c who were the cream of the crop, sp proved so otherwise.
the other is not something that lasts very long.
and we , np swimteam are champions for that!
regardless of the outcomes and circumstances, the team stood united in arms and maintained their team spirit all the way through. im glad my choice to get back into swimming was not a loss...

once again, congrats to np swimteam for the gd performance!

~~~its the team spirit and sportmanship that only np swimmers have!~~~

boldness heading out !

2007-01-26T14:03:00.000+08:00

once again, its friday...
the day everybody looks forward. well...at least i think so..haha pardon me if some of you think otherwise...
to me...i way over my head man! im going to swim one more time for the ivp swimming competition at republic poly. what a blast...this time round, i've got to break it through. im really going to give my one and all....as much as i can...
i just want to feel good over the fact that i did something for one and all...yups heyhey...
physically and mentally prepared i must be...

a day to remember...

2007-01-20T20:34:00.000+08:00

hey there people!..
i had such a blast today man, wonderful and splendid at every point i could think of today! wondering what happened today right? haha...oh alright, shan't keep the suspense hanging for too long. the swimteam went to republic polytechnic to compete in the inter-varsity swimming competition. we had fun fighting against all odds, like other polytechnics and universities. what a blast!
for my part, i swam in the mens 100m breaststroke. my timing was 1min 17.68s. overall, i came in 5th. didnt expect too much from my results but i was pleased with the fact that i was 5th out of the whole lot!...wow. fellow marines did well too...my apologies but i cant remember the timings and results as of now..aha
but when it came to the mens 4x100m relay, every voice from the team could be heard from the complex cheering on our team out there, fighting their guts out like no other.
to me, i was happy because i never had this much fun in swimming! u see, i spent almost all of my time(life) in swimming alone. yes, there was no team to begin in the first place. hence, i felt miserable and lonely over the fact that there were no one to cheer me on and someone to give a pat on your back and give you that support u need when u hope to have it most. most of that time that i walked away from the pool with no face and dignity. which would explain no one knew of my existance despite the fact i trained with them evey time
i was a nobody.....literally.
im glad my decision to go back into swimming as an sportsman did not go to vain. and for that, i know that i've got much more to enjoy the life there is in team swimming spirit and the poly life it holds within.
i feel so glad
yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a new 2007?

2007-01-12T22:46:00.000+08:00

what was day, will be night. and what was previously night, will be day again.
it has been 12 days since the beginning of the year 2007.
so what has it been since the opening of the new year?
we of all would love to think of new resolutions and ideals for the new world. destiny perhaps, would have made it all possible.
however, regardless of the resolutions and promises we make, it will be harder to stick by them. easier said than done perhaps. but lets try out something different shall we? how about, "easier done than said"? sounds redundant, but why not? its simply of our weak mindset we have that if we think we cannot possibly accomplish that goal, then back off. wouldnt it be so?
lately, i've been thinking about what i desired for myself for 2007. was suppose to do this on the 1st day of the new year, but i dragged it. so, my apologies for nearly 2 weeks delay, people.
finally, i did have a few things in mind. i want to enjoy myself as much as i could as a student in ngee ann polytechnic. i want to feel the spirit of it all while it may still last (during my time of 3years that is). another is that, maybe!!! i might get myself attached...haha...got someone in mind already. just not pushing for it yet..yup. broader mindset and thinking which falls under wisdom, is another i hope to achieve. these are just a few, but what i hope is that im able to see it through. i do know in my conscience that some of these may not be reached. but the very least i could do about it is that i will at least attempt to do so.
i know of people who's resolutions are of worldly/selfish/wishful desires. not complaining about it whether it is childish or not. to me, i feel its more of ..."was that a sincere desire or was that something that came out from the television?"
at the end of the day, or perhaps sometime later, one of us may think back then if we ever achieved that desire. so... something from sincerity, or from worldly ideals and influence?

christmas...

2006-12-31T21:39:00.000+08:00

christmas.....
whats the first question do pple ask you? "what does christmas mean to you?" perhaps...
but whatever the question it is...we all may find ourselves doing things that is similarly in the christmas mood.
last week, i attended my church christmas party. our youth pastor gave us a humble speech of what a 2006 it had been. And that what we should expect in 2007...
but besides this, our pastor talked about ....acceptance.
he talked about how u enter ur "self" into a new environment and meet an crowd unknown to you. how u make the transition is vitally important. we become very observant and try our very best to go with the flow. this is how we individuals try to be accepted into today's 21st century's society. any attempt to try out something out of the ordinary may not impress anybody or anyone at all. but that is how today's society works?
where n how did we originate does not matter...
at this time, we look at whats ahead...
to me, a person is better if he/she puts what has past, behind them. yes, i knw that its easier said than done. but what happens when all else fails?

Pray.

have a gd evening

such a time as this

2006-12-21T22:07:00.000+08:00

fello hello beings!
right now into my cossy chair, the clock has struck 10 past 10 into the evening. im working on how i should make my life easy. esp when i get a beard and white hair, wrinkles n shriveled up skin. hahaha... yes, all that may sound too early for some to say. but i simply see it as a natter or time. one as to make neccessary plans to ensure its security.
i knw, time has simply no mind of its own, and hence cannot cannot be bothered by what hardships man is going through. and without thinking, our time will pass...
its easy to say that we must go throught the hardships in order to achieve the fruits of our labour. but will we really do it? would we really swallow our pride and dignity in what we are doing right now, and do ourselves a favour? easy as it sounds....it simply isn't as easy as many would have thought, sadly? there are times and situations whereby we are already living a comfortable lifestyle. BUT! if there was to be a sudden change...a decision or rather an alternative...something that would make your life more pleasant in future. but it requires you to give up something, ...a value that holds so much to you. question: which would u do? give up that value and all related, to have faith on that very fact that it'll lead you to greater heights? deny it all, and think that it would not lead as such, including the fact that such a foresight is not possible? or would you have doubts about it ...and it becomes a 50-50 decision making, which means u cannot make up your mind, and that you want to have the best of both worlds?
in this ever-progressing century, every man for him and herself desires to kill about 3 to 5 birds with one stone... but there are simply some things, that cannot be done as such would like to do so. sigh... sadly there isn't any end to any of these...

dreams

2006-11-27T08:48:00.000+08:00

everybody has dreams. be it nice, wet, dry, n horrific ones.

but

do u get dreams...

dreams that are real?

strangely i did when i was small.

it didnt occur to me.

some are vague images but some are crystal clear.

i recalled when i was in primary sch,

i dreamt of a staircase.

something unique about it.

didnt appear to me of any significance.

recently, about 2 months back.

i went to china on a study trip,

one of the days,

we visited a museum.

n there it was!!!

the staircase!

my jaws dropped!

lost for words....

exactly as it was in my dreams when i was small!

im not sure if it means anything.

but my priority now besides studying...

is to find my dreams,

n find out if it has meaning to anything...

or not..

whether god has something to tell me?

etc.

the approach

2006-11-27T08:41:00.000+08:00

the clock is ticking.
time is limited.
what is left to do?
my common tests are approching within 2 weeks of proximity.
it surely isn't long b4 i go head on with it...
im trying hard to remember the stuff/notes.
will do what i can.
regardless of how time is constricting,
it doesn't wait for anybody like u and me...
till then,
t.t.f.n!!! (ta ta for now)

a perspective thinking, not a direct...

2006-11-16T12:37:00.000+08:00

hie there, im messing around again... u knw i was browsing through some of the blogs n i stumbled across to find my classmate's blog. curiousity got the better of me n i opened it up to c what she has to say to the world...
i got more than what i had hoped for...
my name appeared on the site but for the wrong uses. i was called a "sicko, stalker n manyakis"... not much in detail but it was enough for me to get the message already. wondering what was my reaction u thought.? yeah, definitely i was a little upset n disappointed. i am totally not like that at all. after reading, i did kinda boil for a moment. im not upset about the idea of it, but rather that she is a christian. aint trying to hammer her, but its sad. read through her blog, and u knw she's one who has the burning desire to go after god...but is this the way? lying through your very teeth to make a front cover of yourself which doesn't exist???? pple meet each other to knw the real him/her, not to see the barrier u hide.
to frens out there...remember this.
the next time u see your fren n start a conversation, pls remember that u want them to knw u for what u truely are on the inside.. n not for something unnecessary... dun hide yourself, be open n have a thought for others. not everyone can withstand such words...

the feeling of it all

2006-11-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

whow...its been a blast these few days! phew, 5 days ago, i took part in a polympics swimming com. @ the end of the day, i took off with 2 gold trophies n 1 bronze trophy. no doubt the feeling was great despite the fact that i competed with year 2's. yes, having the ablility to own the event n the pool is exhilarating. 1:17:?? for 100m breaststroke, 0:33:?? 50m breaststroke n 0:27:?? for 50m freestyle.
i don't know. apart from this event 5 days ago, i do not feel right. something in my heart is etching me to do something. which i can't figure it out. and today, after my training suddenly my president gave me the position to be in charge of the swimteam year 1's!
i am really packed! never have i been this jammed off n online!
wana knw?
1) student delegate
2) studies in polytechnic
3) swimming
4) private flying course, syfc
5) keeping my grandmother company

these are not complaints, but simply put, responsibilities n things i need to hold close too...
sigh, what exactly has this world made us become??? how do we feel on this ?? =0

2006-10-17T12:09:00.000+08:00

im back to poly now and it feels normal. but not quite as it seems i guess. everytime i move on to a greater step in life, i feel as though im a pilot in a cockpit. just like my fren next to me..abstracted from gundam seed destiny.
as i ignite e engine, e flame n e energy in me, i wont knw what to expect. i will face them time to time, right in front of my very eyes. the lights of many spectrums like a diamond, that'll display e emotions, feelings n their heartfelt desire.
i cant say when this will end at all. i hold no answer
to the roughness that stands before us. everybody goes through this everyday. in everything we do, faith must come into play.
Daniel here....inclines of life...heading out!!!

swimmers nite!

2006-10-09T20:37:00.000+08:00

ha! i had a barbeque not too long ago by the swimmers! i thought it was nice. about 2 weeks ago i guess... hehe got started with the fire. while my senior and i had some time to marinate the salmon and the chicken. she did most of the marinating while i did the de-scaling of the salmon. awesome. andthis took place @ my swimming president's house! realli realli big! and its near orchard road, so you can imagine how valuable it is.
problems arose... there was difficulty in starting the fire! had to use dozens of fire starters! blast... expenses were rocket high! but never the less, we enjoyed ourselvesi believe! towards the end, we played indian poker. shhesh, i got my forfeit. had my fingernail polished. sigh, not complaining but rather i like it. haha... ok..

2006-10-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

i was in china for a study trip...10 days, september'06. simply fantastic! i thought it was a valuable insight for me to get to know of china; beijing and dalian. while i was in dalian, i was able to see the closing ceremony of the international fashion festival. to close off, they had fireworks! and anytime, their fireworks could just thrash my country's fireworks!! serious! it was that good. lasted for a solid 20 mins plus minus...it was beautiful. sceneries in dalian was great, except for the dark history that dalian had.
anyway, i did spend some time in beijing as well. went to Great Wall of China, forbidden city, summer palace, tiananmen square, temple of heaven, ming tombs....simply fascinating!!! it was something my grandpa would have wanted me to do with him before he passed away.......................sorry, very emotional whenever i think about my grandfather. yeah, so.... i went shopping with my frens in an underground shopping ctre...5 levels in total. i knw it doesnt sound much as i've heard that japan has a similar shopping ctre which is about 20 levels in all. rather interesting..
ooh yes....i knw i knw. my objective was to look at a university which focuses on naval architecture as well. friendly pple there. haha...there's no better activity to finish off our trip then to eat peking roast duck! haha, yes my friends and i ate it...
i knw i knw, all talk but no photos....im consolidating them. give me time...working on them, okk?

@ e crossroads

2006-09-29T21:36:00.000+08:00

we people of all kind, always have something against somebody... so true it is. we talk about it every minute, or rather everyday. reminded of only the bad things the individual has done, it is difficult to change one's mindset. unable to remain mum for a single day, it seems inevitable as a third party to hear of it. but must we bear such negative thoughts and memories of our nemesis??? and why should societies continue with this hatred against each other? especially if one should see the other almost everyday??
i sincerely believe in my opinion that it is simply not worth it. thinking of it, doesn't every religion teach society that all these deeds should be lifted up?
reminds me of the crossroads we stop everyday of our lives. when u are at a certain point in ur life, there will be 3 other junctions which u have to face each time. its like a stepping stone for a certain direction that will see our lives through.
so its hard to handle situations esp individuals u don't want to see. when u reach on one side of the junction, if u meet him in the opposite direction, blocking your way, what do u do? rather, how will u handle the matter? will u allow ur thoughts and impressions to get the better of u? will this be how we see it as, " good will truimph over evil" ? u decide...

the saying...

2006-07-21T23:43:00.000+08:00

one fine afternoon, me family went to a showroom to look at the new apartments...interested it may look. but u'll be so dead asleep if i started talking about it. no...that's not my point here. what caught my attention was that on one of the walls of the showroom, were quotations by different pple. there were various ones, but one of them made me really glare at it for some time.
it goes something like this..."70% of success in life is showing up. Choice, not circumstances determines ur success."
i was taken aback by this. we sometimes say something happened due to unforseen circumstances. unforseen? not really, esp now that i read it.
personal view here. i've been happy for most of the time...not as in "happy", but rather staying positive. i do suddenly realise that sometimes when choices are laid out for me, i tend to mix it up. n mistakingly think its circumstances. why?, i ask myself...i wonder. is it b'cos we as society sometimes refuse to see it as choices? are they limited? so we twist the words to become circumstances? its time i take a moment to consider that what i say, can actually hold a certain level of power in our lives. our thinking, perspective, views.etc.
so where does this go? help me out here...thanks

these days...

2006-07-16T22:42:00.000+08:00

ya know...i recently did a project with my fellow classmates in an interdisciplinary module..
we were working on pple who were selling tissues on the streets, upfront. some appear at foodcourts, and by the traffic lights(depending). k, here's the thing, if one of them goes up to u. lets say she's begging u to buy them. u knw she looks poor cos of her clothing. and she's accompanying a disabled person with her. human instinct tells us to be soft naturally and give in, right??
well, this is where we step in. we find out if what they are doing, is sincere? savvy yea... now what we found that yes, there are pple really poor and hence doing this to make a living. however, there are others who use this to their advantage...sad huh?
yesterday...i walked along parkway with a friend of mine. he too, is aware of this issue too.
it was 9.30 into the evening already and shops were closing. we were heading to the bus-stop when we chanced upon an elderly. he was just sitting there in the walkway, playing a chinese instrument waiting for contributions. i asked my friend whether he would give ...he said yea, why not. he's definitely handicapped(one leg less). but u knw what? we just walked past him ! he didnt realise this at all...it was as if he was never there in the first place. then i asked him, "why didnt u give? a moment ago, u said u would, ... why?" there, he was stunned and lost as to why he didnt give...
???is this so of man to communicate with such in society?

words...

2006-06-09T15:21:00.000+08:00

i've been thinking about this since last night...words. to u, it may just sound "english", which, yes, it is correct. but have u thought about its abilities ? "words" is a very powerful use of language and we use them constantly..
it revolves around us more often than money(thou pple think vice versa). do u realise this? words can be understood in different ways...; speech, personally-written, thoughts, quotes from great men ahead of their times, literature and many more im unable to describe. some of which are easy to comprehend, some are not. some could could take lifetimes and generations to reach a conclusion. this is one side of "its" capabilities. words can also drive us into looney, tightspot, and even our graves!!! for those who refuse to accept this so, all i have to say is......"excuse me, its reality check!!! Pull yourself together and do something about urself pls.."

there's a saying that goes " action speaks louder than words." however to my thinking, action and words come together very stronger. in fact, it is words, that drive "action to be taken". again to those who think otherwise, pls don't put urself in denial...do u notice all areas of news? as in media, newspapers, magazine, net etc...yes, these...notice that each time u read something bad in an article like somebody was murdered, now check this out real carefully...>>>cases like this always started with talking, use of "words". which resluted into misunderstandings, arguements, then action...got the idea but no standing ? look, are u realising that everytime something like that happens, it always starts with words...and ends with an action taken which determines, a good/bad ending...

i leave this for u now to reflect now...
question is...how are u going to take this in ?

im back and its holis till 25june!

2006-06-09T15:01:00.000+08:00

hello to everyone again..
its been a while since i last talked...and frankly i have alot to write now..quite a few things have past.
to me..6weeks had just past and i had just finished taking my last common test paper yesterday. papers were not easy, thou lecturers claim it is set for us to pass? hmm....and its time i make a few adjustments..like creating open topics to spice up our very own self's...something we can all reflect upon, and where do we go from here.

but b4 all that, have u heard the audio clip of the mr brown's non-political podcast? boy, got to to tell u...its fantastic. its a must see! for those who are not sure what im talking about....its about a pair of guys who make audio clips based on true events. in this case, they did it based during the elections period this year. of which, podcast episode 6 was the ultimate!!! check it out @ www.mrbrownshow.com ...

2006-05-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

Here's another pic taken this year. the time we went to visit our teachers...
this lady here was my art teacher too, when i was in sec1,2,3 and 5.its almost like we knw each other well already...if i can guess what u guys are thinking..haha guess wat? she's just been
taken...just got married last year. to all the guys, dont cry...boy i miss my teachers so much man!!!

im so a patriot of saints.....love the songs and so on...=) no regrets spending 11 years of my life in s.a. only regret is that i didnt stdy hard enough to make it to 1st 3 months in sajc... sigh..only made it to millenia institute, but decided it was a waste of time. so....went to work part-time; packaging. was fun.. knwing knwledge that isnt learnt in class...cool man. im sad that my time in s.a has ended...sorry aahh, i juz love to go on n on n on...exaggerate lah otherwise.k la, enough crap must go liao...c ya all around , k??>>> sweet dreams ...=p

2006-05-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

im back..yes yes that is me there in the picture(right). no doubt about it. yes yes i knw, u must be wondering why i look so lethargic. well this was taken this year in jan. a few of my frens n i volunteered to help out in our saint andrew's sec 1 orientation camp..of which some of the activities were ghost walk(total success! scared the fright out of them..), and water bombs(dead shag...me frens n i had to make about 4000 bombs in abt 5hrs!) so i looked like that when the orientation camp was more or less over. One word: TIRED>

oh, those 2 pics were taken this year too..wondering who those 2 are rite??? hehehe. the one in the pic on the left was my sec4 art teacher...the other one was my eng teacher since sec3 till sec5...pretty ah...hahaha both have made an impact in my life. in values n lessons to impart...i'll remember them for their contributions..

2006-05-15T08:26:00.000+08:00

ok ladies n gentlemen....apologies to previous post. this is the pic..cant c me..but its something to be remembered by saints 2005 on that night..wweep...=(

2006-05-15T08:09:00.000+08:00

its 8.10am in np now..nothing to do..well, there is thou. lazy.>=o
sigh...i really miss my secondary sch days so much....(saint andrew's secondary sch) miss it so badly...im a patriot when it comes to saint andrew's. will do anything for its name..

me dad n 3 uncles all came frm saint andrew's...mum n dad met in saint andrew's pre-u (now called junior college)..totally awesome right??? kind of a family thing..really enjoyed the 5 years of me stdy in the sch. when it came to graduation dinner, evrybody was so sad to part...imagine all boys like that huh?? hard to believe rite?, esp u were a girl..(got a pic of our graduation dinner @raffles town country club, 2classes combined-we were very close to each other..bros)

recollection of memories embedded in my mind..sabotage, spying, vandalism, u name it, my class literally just did about everything during the 5 years..haha. uuhh, its sad how time really really flies....really fast. 5 years in a snap! cant believe it'll go that fast.
but that really did, i guess 3years in poly would be the same? lesson to learn? cherish the good thoughts as well as the bad.why? well...i guess it helps us to c who we really were back then, we can improve to make ourselves better today n tmro...alritye then, over n out...bb.=)

2006-05-14T00:43:00.000+08:00

yup, so im new...hi, my name is daniel. singaporean. studying a diploma now.u knw i have no idea how this blogspot.com thing works???
just guessing my way through....hehe...not bad man>>>

so, here's a little more about myself.
im an anglican,
>>18 years old i am..>>calm, cool and collected.
>>im very simple in character and doing things..don't like situations too complicated. some people may say "but life is full of complications"...do u agree??? i can't give an answer to this..but here's what i think. i say that whatever comes in my way, no matter how simple or complicated it looks, in the end, its up to me to overcome it or not.. in other words, its in our court to decide if we want to change. we make the call, the ball is ours to roll it down the path.>>>

hi to the world

2006-05-14T00:36:00.000+08:00

hi to the world....im new here...so do give me a little time to work things out, k???